Celebrity

Ever since I went back to uni, sumhow Im so goddam famous. Every1 noes who am I, every lecturer noes my name. Dr. Ton n Dr. Olivia saw me one day n was like, 'Ur Wai Hong rite? Pls meet me in my office ltr". Wow, a shadow has made emerged to light of truth. Even da bitches in uni cant stop lookin at me. Tiu, dun b jealous tat Im more handsome tat ur bf or future husbands (tats if u guys hv any). I hv no reason to lose the Mr. Monash title durin my graduation ball. Nice.. =.='. Things haven been goin well for me now. I hv missed my Phy test n accordin to Dr. Moore, I cant tk da test cz da deadline was durin my suspension. I dun even need to do any reports for tey will nt contribute any marks to my final exams. Niama cibai. Every1 has 100% assessment mine now all lower than 90%. Monash policy my lan la.. Wat da fark is tis cb?

I feel so dam disappointed now. After all da ups n downs me n her been thru, she still treated me as a fren. Wen I asked her does she noe hw much I sacrificied for u, all she said was 'So?". I was completely haertbroken. I have been cryin for a week n da days still keep count. She n YX were rite. Ppl like me dun deserved to be loved. I reli wanna go back to my cage. Nt bcz I regretted fallin in love wit her, bt I myself aso tired wen she said downgradin things bout me. She said I made her lose her frens and she said tat she hv to tink bfore she talks to me so tat I wont angry. She even said tat my frens are controllin themselves wen talkin to me so tat I wont angry. Mahai, u ask da 2 Kevins, Sesh n Gan. I hv noe Chan n Sesh for 2yrs plus. U ask them did I disrespect them bfore? U ask them haven I been cheerful n enjoy da times v Dota n pool. U ask TC n Gan, hv I shit wit them bfore anot? If tey reli tink Im disrespectful, np. I can live like a recluse n fuckin move away from u all. Hw does tat sound?

I seriously tink u n ur frens r fuckin retards n immature lo. Im bad myself bt who died to gv u da rite to shit wit me? I hv ppl scandalin my ass in uni n I aint doin anytin. Talk bout me shittin ur frens. I relli dun und hw u all tink. If u all wanna fuck wit me, come to my face, 1 by 1 n c hw I fuck u in da ass. I reli gv up on lovin n shud restart my 'hate ppl' scheme. Y love n loyal to one who doesnt do da same? I reli tot she was diff, bt she was jz da same. I was wrong. No matter hw supportive I was wen she had screw ups wit her ex, who fuckin appreciates? I cant talk to alot of ppl. Janice is bz excitin ppl in her med sch. Jelly is bz countin money in Sunway. Jin is bz wit his assgs. Ragu is bz flyin his planes for terrorism. I cant talk to any1 alot these days. Even if Gan was ere, he has alot to do.

Pls, I reli nid help ere. If sum1 out there is readin tis, pls help me. Who will truly und da things Im goin thru? My wrist cuttin isnt suicidal bt it will soon enuf...