Sunday, October 12, 2008

Two Js

Rite now, Im pissed n disapponited at wat sum ppl say. Its nt like I care anw. Now here tis out, there are two things I wont gv a shit in my life, frens n family. These two things r jz a switch away. I can turn them on or off as I like it. In ur face motherfuckers. Bt there r exceptions. I'll oni discuss bout Jelly n Jan.

Jelly, I noe u hv been tryin hard to help. I reli appreciate. Ur like a sister to me. I noe wat I shud d oredi, cz I aint blind like last time. Everytin is over, u hv my word. I noe I tried pushin u away last night, n it was wrong. I jz dun wanna drag u into my stuff u noe. I dun mind ppl humiliatin me cz I dun gv a shit. Bt I hate it if tey extrapolate the humiliation to da both of u. Jan, u hv been there willingly wen I needed u. As u claimed, 'I din do anytin'. Ur 'din do anytin' scheme earned my appreciation, respect n love for u. Like I told u, I reli like u. Although I dun care wat those bastards/bitches say bout me, bt I dun wanna get u involved. I mm seh tak let ppl hurt u. Haha, mayb u tink Im crappin, bt I jz dun wan u to get hurt cz of me. From wat da both ppl said bout me, I dun reli feel like tryin to kaw u liao. Haha, mayb they're rite, Im nth.

To da both of u, I love da both of u. Jz gimme a little more time to sort things out. Bt I dun wanna come to a decision tat I hv to leave da both of u to avoid bringin trouble to da both of u.

PS: If u two bastards are readin my blog, keep tis is ur cb brains. I dun gv a damn wat u noe or who u got it from. Whether my frens abandoned me anot, I cud not gv a shit. Say wateva shits u ppl wan. I wont let fuckers like u both bring me down n say shit things to divert my concentration. Rmb tis, I wont lose to motherfuckers like u. Call me a lustful person or wateva la. I am n if u noticed da title of my blog, I clearly stated this. "If u dun like it, fuck off'. Since ur nt fuckin off means u like me n so shut da fuck up

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