Betrayal

Wat does da title mean to any1 of u? Hv u been betrayed by sum1 who u love or trust? U noe, rite now although Im lonely, bt sumhow I do feel happy. Bcz I noe Im cuttin whomever I tink are threats to my future. I reli dun und u, Rainnie. I jz dun.. Last week, u apologized sincerely to me. Told me to trust u n said v can start our relationship from scratch. Tis is wat u said, bt rite now I hv nth bt hatred for u.

Few days ago, I smsed u no reply. Mayb tot u no credit or sumtin. So I called u, no ans. For 2consecutive days, nth from u. U tink Im nt worried? Then, a day bfore PHY2032 exam, u replied Gan's facebook status. For God's sake, I hv added u in facebook for ages, nth. Niama, u rather waste da time to go on9 n reply his status, rather lettin me noe ur safe. If I din sms Lia n asked where were u, u tink I wud noe? Last time, wen v were fightin n if u hv no credit, u wud use Lia's fon n call me. Wat bout now? Im nt scared of being alone, bt u dunno ppl wud wry if tey cant get u?

U dare ask me to trust u? U rather find Gan then find me... U told me u dun trust him n yet, u find him first before me. I oredi dun wann curse at any1 cz Im oredi sick of it. I offer tis last sentence to da u. If u were raped by ur fren, or fucked n got pregnant by sum1, or bullied by ur ex, find Gan. Don find me. Trust u? I wud rather fuck a goat than u.. As for Gan, I reli dunno hw to trust u. If u2 r doin thigns bhind m back, go ahead. Wat goes around comes around. I'll make sure to live long enuf to c both of u suffer