My Feelings

Constantly seacrhin my brain dictionary to find a word, in order to find a perfect word to describe my feelings. Sum1 help me out pls, gimme a word which describes tis feeling. Nt sad, nt angry, nvr happy... Been feelin tis for da past 2days... Sumhow I can feel tat she's changin into sumtin else or nvr changed at all....

Whenever u wanna go sumwhere, u will alwys tell me or ask my permission to do so.. I wud allow u to go n hv ur freedom. I nvr restricted ur boundaries... I alwys trusted u bt jz 2days ago, it changed.. For sum reason, u din reply my sms or answer any of my calls. Wen u hv no credit, u'll tell me. Or wen u fin work, u alwys msn me. Bt wat changed? Where were u? Wat were u doin? Don u und tat sumtimes I wud worry or disappointed cz ur jz da same as 6mths ago? U nvr bothered tellin me or anytin.

It came down to 2assumptions. 1) U were wit ur ex, doin God noes wat or 2) U n ur screwed up family got probs n ur takin u stress out on me. If its 1, its fine, as it gives me a gud enuf reason to pursue sum1 I like. If its 2, Im more pissed. U jz cant get it into ur head don u? I told u bfore tat I hate it wen u tk ur stress out on me... I aso stress bt do u c me screwin da ppl I love or my frens?

Sumhow Im nt dat sad, or mayb tis is da end alrdy.. Wen my grandma prayed for me, God said a few interestin things bout me. 1) Gud in studyin, 2) Fateful wit woman n finally 3) Gonna hv 2 wives. Mayb I shud jz sit n wait for my 2 wives

Stupidity of Poor People

Im reli tired of helpin n tired bein lied to... I done everytin I cud for u, if u din planned f followin me, then y agree? Meanin u nvr reli planned to call them anw. Stay in Monash jz for da attachment. U tink da attachment was dam great? Wat do u learn there other than gossipin n playi n ur dam sudoku? Nth rite. Nt like ur so smart. U noe wat, u shud alrdy noe tis. Ur fuckin poor n u still wanna stay in Monash. U saved at least RM6k per semester. Ur alwys da one bout savin money. Use ur dam brains, hw is tis savin money? Monash each semester, saps 6k from u. Ur da one sayin Monash is useless, study so little compare to UTAR. Ur da one complanin everytin bout Monash, n yet u still wanna stay...


Rushin? No.. U jz wanna stick ur ass to da attachment.. Is da attachment gud? U kept complainin bout everytin there n sayin tat Monash students hv no face there... Hello, all these complaints came from ur mouth n yet u still wanna argue. Im nt forcin u to leave, mayb I am.. Cz u get to save so much money. U cant even return da RM10k u owe Monash. Til now, u aso haven settle.. Ur da one wastin ur parents money.. U cant settle da debt then, u tink u can settle it now? I can bet wit u, ur gonna owe them more....


Reli wasted my effort... I planned an alternative route for u, save so much money.. U dun wan... I reli duin even und. Poor ppl shud save money, bt ur diff.. Ur wastin even more money. Im richer than u aso can tink bout savin money.... Ur way poorer than any1 in Monash, waste money as if ur using tissues to wipe ur ass.. R u reli 22yrs old? U dun seem mature to me... Im tired of helpin u.. Mayb I shudnt help u afterall... I wont expect u to und cz u hv no brains... Poor ppl who waste money are stupid...


Sum1 in Inti deserves my care n support, sum1 who will und da true meanin of savin money.. U n I, v are over...